Rock 'em Sock 'em Robots: The Epic Battle of Red vs. Blue

I think we can gain more from our dreams as we grow old because they take place of our active life . In my dreams I run I walk I just I play I do all the things I can't do now in life but it seems they come naturally. I remember reading somewhere that when you reach a certain age you should transfer your emphasis from your waking time to your sleeping time and it is very true. In my dreams there's nothing the matter with me I'm perfectly told and that is very refreshing
.I just watched this on Netflix. 

Message in a bottle.

Surrendering to the now

Hanging out with Roylin Andrews, the last guy I lived with and had sex with.

I am just going to enjoy this and not worry about it.

YOUR CARD FOR THE DAY

THE LADY OF THE MIRROR

REFLECTION, NONJUDGMENT

ALLY/CHALLENGER

The Lady of the Mirror is both Ally and Challenger, asking you to see yourself in the mirror made by the events in your life. She represents the powerful force of the Law of Attraction and reminds you that what you are is what you attract.

This isn't to say that you need to blame yourself for inviting transgressions or if you find yourself a victim of a big-picture event say, a war. This is a distorted interpretation of this law. Certain events are fated to test our faith.

Rather, find yourself within the web woven through your life your relationships, opportunities, desires, seeming failures, and successes. Observe how you've responded to life's challenges, great and small, and be aware of what is familiar in the present. Release all judgment, and accept things exactly as they are with love.

The Lady of the Mirror asks that you honor every part of your story as essential to your highest unfolding. Can you see yourself as being exactly where you need to be on your path? Do you love what you see in the mirror? Can you perceive your part in your reactions and the motives behind your current inquiry? You will find your answer in a thorough and honest self-appraisal.````

WHAT ELSE DO I NEED TO KNOW?

THE DIAMOND DREAMER

MATERIAL WEALTH, TRUE PROSPERITY

ALLY

When the Diamond Dreamer arrives, he represents the successful manifestation of the unseen into the material. Be sure you truly want what you think you desire, for this Ally will commit to getting it for you. All manner of conditions will flow around you; messages from Spirit will serve to guide you toward achieving your heart's desire. If you want a house, you'll be led to it. If your priority is a new job, with the right continual steps, you will achieve this. If you desire a more harmonious relationship, the measures needed to create this will be obvious.

A project finally pays off. Material gain and positive financial shifts may also be on the way. You will, indeed, see the tangible results of your ambition. The Diamond Dreamer also serves to guide you to the appropriate choices so that the unseen is awakened to move mountains on your behalf.

Positive communication is now possible in all your relationships.

WHERE IS THIS GOING?

THE LADY OF LIGHTNING

SURPRISES, SOMETIMES SHOCK; TOTAL PARADIGM SHIFT

ALLY

As an Ally, the Lady of Lightning brings powerful forces of change into your life. She tells you to expect a sudden shift in your circumstances. Perhaps a situation you weren't anticipating arises and offers you the opportunity of a lifetime, or a series of Aha! moments culminates in a pivotal flash of insight causing everything to change just like that. Maybe someone enters your life and pushes you to new heights. You may have a brilliant idea that hits you like lightning.

Be prepared; change is imminent, and a total paradigm shift may be upon you. Don't resist the changes, as this kind of lightning isn't something you want to fight. Great things are happening when the Lady of Lightning appears.

Healthy depression

In healthy depression, there’s less a sense that one’s overall sense of self is deficient or defective, but that the person we imagined ourself to be, and valued so highly, is now less imaginable. There’s a diminishment of self, rather than a fragility of self. The onset of depression signals us that we somehow need to square our self-beliefs with our actual attributes, talents, and achievements. Emotional well-being requires that we form estimates of our attributes, talents, and achievements which are accurate and stable. If we walk through life underestimating or overestimating who we are, we potentially set ourselves up for perpetual distress.

Typically, healthy depression is characterized by identifiable losses and accessible sadness. It may be the loss of a romantic relationship, a valued employment position, or athletic ability due to illness. If normal sadness is confused with clinical depression and medicated, opportunities to grieve the loss, emotionally process it and learn about oneself, possibly in psychotherapy, are foreclosed.

I just sent a message to Will Stewart about his. He said goodbye. Oh well, what can I do?

Libra 18

TWO PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO GIVE AN ACCOUNTING FOR THEIR ACTS BEFORE THE TRIBUNAL OF SOCIETY

This Symbol implies the periodic need for people to step up to the line and explain themselves, or to justify some actions or ways of being, particularly in relationships. Sometimes our ideas or actions are under criticism, to the point of feeling that someone has offended social acceptability. Be thoughtful about situations, because problems you face may only exist in your own mind, stopping you from having fruitful relationships because of a lack of trust or a failed relationship in your past. You may need to forgive or feel forgiven. Relationships can be held in abeyance until the facts come to light. Things resolve themselves as time goes by. Unacceptable principles. People kept apart because of circumstances. Relationships like jail sentences. Staying too long. The law. Karma to be worked out. Judge and juries.

The Caution: Refusing to conform. Sabotage of relationship values. Feeling stuck, unable to move. Staying in relationships when one should go. Deadening emotions. Shutting off to cope. Not having one's point of view heard. Losing one's authority. Being bound karmically. Being tied up and limited.

Keywords: Having to plead one's case. The need for "legal help". Unacceptable principles. Blowing the whistle. Pointing at others to get off charges. People unable to relate. The "Romeo and Juliet" story. Feeling caught out. Restrictions. Karma to be worked out. Being framed. Circumstances out of control. People in handcuffs. Identification parades. Police. The law. Lawyers. Judges. Juries. Tribunals. Police states. Breaking laws.

Loser

I am feeling as if my life is totally worthless. I am damaged beyond repair and don't belong in this world. If I could die, i.e. transport myself into another world, I would do it right now, like the Little Prince getting the snake to bite him. People say this is the land of milk and honey. Right now it seems to me like the land of hate and money.
I don't really care, except when it affects how I am allowed to interact with the world.

Aquarius (Jan. 20-Feb. 19) —
This summer, Mars will be retrograde in your sign for the first time since 1971. Astrological events gain meaning and influence through being unusual, and this qualifies: it’s describing a truly momentous time in your life, a time not just of re-evaluation, but also re-creation. Don’t be afraid to ask the big questions, and trust that you will get answers. Those answers may not arrive immediately. But they will indeed show up, perhaps in pieces that you assemble, perhaps in layers, and perhaps in the form of revelations or discoveries. I would borrow an idea from A Course in Miracles that you may find helpful: your role is not to seek love, but rather to seek and find the blocks to the awareness of love’s presence. This will entail coming to terms with anger; we are talking about Mars, after all. You will need to come to terms with desire, whether sexual or otherwise. You will need to understand the various shades of assertion, aggression and attack, and gain an understanding of what those mean, and where they are rooted in your psyche. Find a way not to take anger out on yourself. Rather, direct it outward at what cannot be hurt, such as in martial arts training of some kind. When Mars is active in your life, you need to move your energy through you, and learn to focus it as you do. This and many other factors will help liberate you.

This post is coming out of a place of feeling torn between thinking about going to be with Will "I am Graham"Stewart, (in theory, at least because whether or not the Spirit is willing This flesh does not feel like going anywhere, thank you, as perfectly tempting it is.) It is the most tempting thing in the Universe. I can imagine doing more things with him than with anyone else, but that doesn't mean I want to actually do them.. Just thinking about it is good enough for me. I have a great imagination and your abundant imagination and creative approach nourish my Spirit like no other. You have given my Creative Muse a face and a charming Scottish accent. Right now that's more than enough. 

I just think it's hilarious because when I am with Graham (YOU) or think about him I feel like the most beautiful Disney Princess in the Universe, Living in the "Happy Ever After";  the Valley of Love and Delight. If all I think about is YOU my Beloved, my body fills with a Holy Sweetness which has a salubrious effect on my health as you can well imagine. Thinking about you stimulates my thymus (and other) glands. You rub me the right way, baby! ) 

So I am in conflict with myself as to why I am not flying away to this Harlequin Romance-y kind of situation. Mainly because I am not romantic. I'm a pragmatist, I have things I want to do, projects I want to see to completion. As an eternal being, I can't see any reason why I can't have my cake and eat it too.  I can love you eternally and still bring to fruition the many seeds I have planted in my lifetime? I have not even begun to curate my own Bildungsroman/Multimedia Presentation and many of my experiments have only begun to show results. 

I have Saturn in Virgo. 

Anyway, beloved, I figure this being Eternal Love, there is plenty of time for these things to sort themselves out, right? 

You are stuck with me, I am afraid! But at a distance which respects your need for space, of course. You do what you need to do, I will be right here for you. I am thinking that maybe I am your grandma, the Loch swimmer? You never know, eh? 

A CHILD OF ABOUT FIVE CARRYING A HUGE SHOPPING BAG FILLED WITH GROCERIES

This Symbol shows having to “Carry” heavy loads, to shoulder responsibilities, do chores and jobs and help others, sometimes because there’s no one else who can or will do it. Often, the “Child” gets these responsibilities because they are the one who others know is going to take it seriously, completing the task, taking care of details. You may feel that you have been burdened with responsibilities beyond normal expectations and possibly beyond your capability. Despite being keen and enthusiastic, you must be careful not to try to take on too much, or do too much, or too quickly. Like a child, you need to play, be creative and rest. Growing up too fast. Weighed down with responsibilities. Taking on things above and beyond. Being the one who pays. Acting the grownup. Doing everything. Broad shoulders.

The Caution: Overloading the innocent and the inexperienced without thought of the consequences. Taking on too much. Not allowing for fun and carefree activities. Never being "off-duty". Joint, back and shoulder problems. Growing up too fast. Having a serious attitude. Lack of childhood. Dropping the bundle. Carrying the family's responsibilities.

Keywords: Being the one everyone counts on to do the job. Feeling weighed down. Having to carry the "bag". Lifting heavy weights and bearing the consequences. Taking on things above and beyond what one should. Acting the grownup. Maturing quickly. Looking after paperwork. Running errands. Providing food and sustenance for everyone.