HIpi`

If I lived totally alone in some cave someplace I'm pretty sure I would wear feathers, shells, and decorate myself and my cave or whatever.

Here's my reply to all those who (I imagined anyway) think I am doing nothing of any importance or value (mainly my mom) oh yeah how original well I'm doing something creative or expressive or healing almost all the time. 

Is the work you do any of those things? Are you coming up with any insights or understanding or true learning about life or are you doing some meaningless activity and then relying upon some "expert" for these things? Not that you get them either.)

One time I was talking to my sister Maggie (and someone else, maybe)how as she gets older time seems to go faster (like all adults say)

I said, "No, not so for me. Each day is long."

She said it was because I'm bored. That is not at all true. Occasionally I get a brief pocket of boredom but it is. I'm not looking inside at what is there Lord I Have Become distracted by outside world when I go inside time stand still or slow sometimes a series in a mint Ventures I look at the clock only a few minutes have passed sometimes I feel like my task is to free myself from this reality without abandoning or destroying my body in the process secret is to become aware of the template and restoring the patterns distorted by gazing at the illusory world when I was little having no human companions I would arrange parties and Adventures for my toys although I sit alone in my own little world I am busy setting up an in economic and ecological will never sent the light it's now imaginary inhabitants this is 

 This video is Akin to my inner world., My Heavenly Template.

I honor the wildness!